I’m up WAY past my bed time, but this needs to be documented.
My self-esteem is on cloud nine at the moment. I ran into someone I used to date tonight. He hates gay bars. But he was working it hard. And he was failing. While I hate to see anyone fail, this is the guy who snubbed his nose at me earlier in the evening. He was werking it hard, and I had no desire to play that game. Yet he was all over this guy named Mike. Mike is a very hot guy. And I was talking to this guy Erik that I’m interested in. Erik and Mike are friends. So I’m talking to Mike and his new friend David. And the guy I used to date walked past and gave me the pissiest look. Because I was having a fun conversation with the guy he wanted to fuck. This is the guy my friend Casey calls my Sugar Daddy. The guy has it going on, at least financially and career-wise. I thought he was all-around stable. I was totally into him. Tonight, I realized that he’s a very lonely person, starving for attention. An assessment I made a few weeks ago. Because he treats guys like disposable razors. Actually, I think he keeps the razors longer. I’m not saying I’m better than him. Granted, I am cuter. *grin* But he has flaws. He thinks he’s flawless. I beg to differ.